COMPARISONS!

I honestly don't like comparing people, especially those who have been part of my life, past or present.

But dang really, I know that everyone is DIFFERENT in every aspect. I know that the new people are different from the people before. But I really just couldn't help myself comparing some things. Things such as how we converse, what's our topic, how we get along. etc. Well, I only know one thing. I so freaking miss the ORIGINALS!

There are things about the newbies that I really must need to know. I must do my best to get along with them just like the way how I got along with the others.That ain't fast I know. Actually, I can talk to them the way I talked and chat with the originals. But something really is missing. I don't know what specifically it is but I can feel that one important ingredient is missing. Someday, I hope, I'll get use to them. I actually enjoy chatting with them but something really important is missing. :( I wonder what is that.

Maybe I'm just so attach with the bond I made with the originals that I'm already unconsciously finding them on the being of others. You get what I mean? What I'm trying to say is that I'm trying to find their personality on others who are not really and, at the first place, can't really be them. I know that it is bad, but can you blame me for LONGING to talk to them again? For selfishly wanting to go back to the past which is highly impossible?

Geeez. I really hate this kind of drama!

But we can't avoid them, right?

Sigh

That's all for now.

XOXO